Dr. James Wilson M.D. Head of Oncology

ant_bug @ 2008-08-18T19:05:00

2008-08-18T23:07:06Z

I'MMA CHANGIN' MY JOURNAL

New ID is antony_james_k. Yes, that's the same as my new e-mail at Yahoo. You can afford originality if you're the first person on the internet. That was not me.

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2008-08-16T04:41:25Z

Cancel that last order. I'm bleeding; all is explained.

Awkward Pain. The Best Kind.

2008-08-16T02:38:04Z

My lower bits ached today. Like, I was curled up on the floor for an hour because it felt painfully weird otherwise. I still feel weird.

Is it possible that she broke my hymen and I still hurt? There wasn't blood, but I've heard that there doesn't have to be.

In other news, I'm still waiting for my PRAXIS scores, which is a serious problem. However, I am registered for 12 credits (three classes) so, the bare minimum is achieved. As soon as my freaking PRAXIS scores come in, I can apply for Teacher Education, and then MAYBE be accepted, and MAYBE get into the next Education class I need.

Other than that, life is okay. Taking the good with the bad and all that.

Antony out.

Currently reading: Of Mice and Men

Last book completed: To Kill a Mockingbird

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2008-08-14T18:08:00Z

Okay, and now I know. Nothing is EVER going up there again. It's been five hours, and I'm still not okay.
Blurgh.

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2008-08-14T13:06:15Z

Curse being born female, and fuck uteran exams.
I'm going to get my thyroid checked, and I might go on the pill.
Wish I'd thought to bring Wilson with me.

ant_bug @ 2008-07-28T13:22:00

2008-07-28T17:26:52Z

So half my friends list was in Boston the other day. I went to meet chairman_wow, and helixfelix and her mum tripped over me. And then later, we tripped over gloamingdragon and I finally got to meet his girlfriend.

'Twas a fantastic day; Boston is so lovely, and it was brilliant to see the fabulous Hellen again.

Yeah, Baby!

2008-07-06T19:21:31Z

My first two results are in for the PRAXIS!

--The state requirements:

Math: 172

Reading: 174

--My scores:

Math: 183

Reading: 184

WOO!

ant_bug @ 2008-07-05T19:26:00

2008-07-05T23:27:11Z

PRAXIS TOMORROW
PRAXIS TOMORROW

JESUS FUCK, DON'T FAIL.

New Direction

2008-06-29T22:51:15Z

Think I'm gonna change majors and directions. I've been talking about it for a bit (to a teacher), and I'm pretty convinced that a younger group of kids is more suited to my personality. I don't know if I want to go on teaching French to younger kids, or if I just want to be a grade-school teacher now. So everyone who was hoping I'd major in Education can rejoice, because it looks like I'm headed that way.

Also, I'm in love with House.

2008-06-26T05:34:30Z

Brussels sprouts are not nearly as tasty as I remember them being. Granted, the last time I had them, I was seven.

Also, on a fandom-related note, I haven't seen the last two or three episodes of House because I'm afraid I'll fall apart when Wilson does, even if he's being a horrible bitch.

Growing up so Fast

2008-06-12T16:09:17Z

I made my first perfect omelette ever today, and I only needed a tiny bit of help.

I'm a big boy now, or something.

I didn't mean for this post to sound so negative, but that's how it ended up.

Le Journal

2008-06-08T21:51:35Z

I have finished translating and creating my French journal to be handed in. If anyone wants to go take a look, it's antoine_08.

And, lo, I have accomplished something.

It was good to see cutoutthebad__x yesterday. I miss her colossally.

I'm starving. I need to go find some food now.

Bon Voyage.

2008-05-29T02:07:19Z

I leave for the train to Paris in an hour and a half. I will be getting off the plane in Manchester at about 7:00-7:30-something tonight.

See you lot on the flipside.

Bug Out.

PS- I kind of regret not setting something on fire. It would've been worth it. It would've been EPIC.

Behold the Power of Cheese

2008-05-28T01:32:27Z

This is what happens when I get manic: Five Jooster drabbles.

Poll the Audience Time!

2008-05-26T10:03:11Z

UPDATE:

I have completed most of my missions. I have:
-Closed my bank account
omg i am carrying 1,000+ euros right now
-Tossed out the postcards
-Bought an envelope so that they can mail my certificate (I love France. I'm paying you how much and you can't afford a fucking *envelope*?)
-and bought girl-things.

What I could not do, and I need some opinions on this:

I could not mail my posters 'cause I can't find a tube to mail them in. The post office does not carry them. ...I know, me too.

SO, do I:

Try to fit them in the luggage
OR
Toss the fuckers and be done with it

Honey, are we going to use the posters? 'Cause if not, I'm not gonna bother. What do you think?

Gettin' Ready to Goooooooo

2008-05-26T07:51:33Z

Currently 9:15 am here in dreary Villejean, Rennes, France, and I am waiting for a femme de menage to come check out my room so I can continue with other necessary tasks, such as mailing my posters and transfering my funds from here to my American account. Also, I've done all the postcards, and I'm shoving those off, as well. I hate postcards.

So, I'm getting more anxious by the day as my move looms closer... It's happy, but it's also freaking me out. I'm not exactly sure why other than it's a big deal, and anything that's a Big Deal tends to make me nervous. I've been steadily packing, especailly stuff I don't need RIGHT NOW. I'm going to mail myself my kettle and possibly a few other things just because my kettle is huge.

Although, I may not need to... I might be able to fit everything. That would be nice.

Also I still have a DRAWER FULL OF CANDY. Mum, people've been eatin' it, but there's still a bunch left. There are *packs* of stuff that I haven't even *opened*.

But all the Easy Mac's gone. I finished off the last two for dinner last night. :3 It was good.

Okay, she has come and gone, and she can't check it because EVERYTHING needs to be clean. Thanks, I didn't have enough to do.

That's a big reason why I'm nervous. I'm afraid I'm not gonna do things right, and then I'm gonna have pay a buttload, and then I'm gonna miss my flight or something; which reminds me, I have to change my ticket. Getting to the airport an hour and a half before the plane leaves is probably not going to work.

Gonna have some breakfast and try not to freak out at all I have to do and my final exam...

Bug Out.

Sitting on a Cornflake

2008-05-22T10:37:53Z

I had an 8 am class today.

*snort.*

The alarm went off, I got up, turned it off, checked my schedule, discovered that my next class wasn't until 1:30pm, and propmply when right the fuck back to sleep.

I regret nothing.

"Kill it with fire" and "FUCK YEAH, ____" make me giggle every time someone says them.

In other news, all the old 90's shows are coming back hardcore on YouTube, and it makes me HAPPY. I just watched "The Ringer," which is the only expisode of the Zelda cartoon I had on videocasette. That casette is now UNWATCHABLE because I watched the hell out of it.

Also, fandomsecrets has me Googling random Pokémon to see what they look like so I can see what people are talking about (ZOMG, Google Bidoof. Those things are FUGLY). THERE'S a cartroon I miss. ;_;

I'm gonna have some brekkie and get ready for class. I've got an important exam up next (maybe two) and I'm *not* looking forward to it. Comprehension Orale is HARD. I'm deaf and dyslexic. That class is not my friend.

SEVEN DAYS LEFT.

WHAT.

2008-05-20T10:34:30Z

OMFG, OMFG, OMFG.

I was YouTubing, and I found my favorite episode of the awesome, terrible, lame, AWESOME Mega Man cartoon, and on a whim, something clicked.

=

DUO MAXWELL IS PROTOMAN. OMFG.

Win, Fail, Fail.

2008-05-20T03:58:48Z

Good news: I has a internet. :3

Bad news: The insomnia continues. Another sleepless night slowly dawns into morning.

More bad news: I have an exam in four hours that I am NOT looking forward to.

Here, .

Stephen/Hugh Bladder love. (Stephen's laugh... <3 <3 <3)

"Hugh Laurie the Human Punching Bag."
This one's brill; at 00:27, that punch that Stephen delivers actually LANDS. Watch the horror on his face. XD

...Spindle?

2008-05-16T16:46:23Z

Mom: There used to be a saying "do not fold, spindle or mutilate"
Me: ...Spindle?
Mom: I don't know what spindle is, but don't do it.

<3

So, I proabably have bronchitis again.
*coughs a lung*
Faaaabulous.

13 days.

Also, I wanna go see Chez les Ch'tis tomorrow, and that would be cool. I'll hit Republique and see if I can catch a matinee. Maybe. Depends on how I feel tomorrow. Maybe I'll get out and decide that an americaine jambon is my big accomplishments (I LOVE THOSE SANDWITCHES).

I'm almost out of ramen. :(

Sun Through Clouds

2008-05-12T16:12:37Z

I slept without medical assistance last night.

And I've started eating regularly again.

My depression is starting to break.

Yay!

More Drugs, Plz.

2008-05-08T22:39:14Z

I'm just becoming more and more fucked-up.

All I do is wait to be home.

What if, when I get there,

everything is just as fucked-up?

Has everything changed so much

that we can't fix it?

Sometimes I think it has...

That thought terrifies me more

than anything else I have faced in the

last three years of my life.

ant_bug @ 2008-05-06T07:28:00

2008-05-06T05:31:49Z

In the last week-and-a-half that I have been back, I have slept ONCE without medical assistance. I cannot sleep unless medicated.

In short, I did not sleep last night at ALL.

I heard EVERY. BEEP. ON. THE HOUR from my watch.

fucking hell i feel terrible
i sat on my bed and just cried at about quarter of seven

IN THE MOOD FOR FLIST SPAMMING.

2008-05-05T12:12:37Z

THE WHOLE WORLD IS MAKING LABYRINTH REFERENCES AND IT'S MAKING ME SAD BECAUSE I CAN'T WATCH IT AND I'VE BEEN CRAVING IT HARDCORE.

ALSO, CAPSLOCK FRIDAY IS ON MONDAY THIS WEEK APPARENTLY.

ALSO, CHOCOLATE RAIN.

I CANNOT COME TO CLASS TODAY. I HAVE THE INTERNETS.

*HEADDESK*

Still want to come HOME.

2008-05-05T11:56:04Z

I'm messing with my laptop and the computers at school. I can log on no worries (thanks to a generous soul who gave me her log-on info) to the regular computers, but I'm still trying to connect my laptop. I think my main problem is my dyslexia. Dyslexics must have a hell of a time with numeric logons.

While I wait for the Lappy to get it togehter, I'm listening to Jooster music. Hugh has one of the best voices I've ever heard, but more than that, Jooster has some of the best music... I thik it's what makes things really great. The difference between an okay Disney movie and a Classic is the music. They're going the wrong direction with that.
They haven't figured that out.

"A Weekend in the Country" can bring me to tears in the right mindset. It's so...

If you just listen to it, it's the end of a film, and the hero is just about to rescue his downtrodden love. Très romantic, and the music is just lovely.

I want to take piano lessons rather badly. I was going to do it through the college, but that's a real pain in the arse.

Okay: my laptop is online, but it's a BUTTLOAD more toruble than it's worth AND Skype can't connect. Fabulous. SO, I think I'll just d/l Skype on one of these and work from here for the time being.

Wilson says I can come home and it makes me cry.